Songtext:
As I kick myself again,
and I try to pick myself back up again,
Don't want to make the same mistakes
Always the first with an excuse,
but it's when you're cornered by the truth
Sometimes it's easier that way
As you turn away
When realization stares you down,
And you swear you've come to terms, I'm wary
I've seen it all too many times
It never made much sense,
So I always had to stop and second guess
Defeat myself before I start
Comfort seems so far away
Peace of mind is just a luxury
Forgetting is the hardest part
It's not what you say that matters,
because anyone can say those words to me
You say I lack compassion,
but that's when my first reaction
isn't how you wanted me to be
As I kick myself again,
and I try to pick myself back up again
Don't want to make the same mistakes
and I try to pick myself back up again,
Don't want to make the same mistakes
Always the first with an excuse,
but it's when you're cornered by the truth
Sometimes it's easier that way
As you turn away
When realization stares you down,
And you swear you've come to terms, I'm wary
I've seen it all too many times
It never made much sense,
So I always had to stop and second guess
Defeat myself before I start
Comfort seems so far away
Peace of mind is just a luxury
Forgetting is the hardest part
It's not what you say that matters,
because anyone can say those words to me
You say I lack compassion,
but that's when my first reaction
isn't how you wanted me to be
As I kick myself again,
and I try to pick myself back up again
Don't want to make the same mistakes
