CHORUS:
I would swallow my pride
I would choke on the rhines
But the lack thereof would leave me empty inside
I would swallow my doubt
Turn it inside out
Find nothing but faith in nothing
Wanna put my tender heart in a blender
Watch it spin 'round to a beautiful oblivion
Rendezvous then I'm through with you

I burn burn like a wicker cabinet
chalk white and oh so frail
I see our time had gotten stale

The tick tock of the clock is painful
All sane and logical
I wanna tear it off the wall

I hear words and clips and phrases
I think sick like ginger ale
My stomach turns and I exhale

CHORUS

So Cal is where my mind states
But it's not my state of mind
I'm not as ugly sad as you
Or am I origami
Folded up and just pretend
Demented as the motives in your head

CHORUS

I alone am the one you don't
Know you need take heed feed your ego
Make me blind when your eyes get close
Tie me to the bedpost (all 2X, with variation)

CHORUS

Through with you!
Rendezvous then I'm through with you