One time, long ago I ripped myself up
Put on my lipstick said I’m gonna give this shit up
I fear what I gots to fear, cause it’s nothing that I fear in something
I am yellow piss in a pipe dream, this rocks for you I meant
I am this and you are that, cause it’s something
What I have is nothing

I can’t live in this world, time beats you crush your soul
Laugh at your breathing eyes, cut my throat, downtime, why me?

I’ll wait there for you, that time was long ago I still rip myself up
Took off my lipstick and I didn’t give the shit up
I feared what I had to fear, still it’s nothing that I fear in something
I am little boy in a wet dream, this gi joe it seems,
I’ll share this and you share that, cause in something I have nothing

Kill myself on my knees, why I try my disease
I bleed to take these pills, slit my wrist, downtime, why me?

I’ll wait there for you

This old man please die
I fall deeper, toys of mine broken
I’ll buy new toys, this bitch won’t play with me
I could hurt her, this old trend dies one more harder
Don’t tell me I’m wrong you didn’t live this with me
When I have my own cause it could’ve been, would’ve been, this is my own