you heard it's no use trying to make sense it doesn't matter anyway there's no one worth the pain no reason left to stay i try to turn it off where did the old me go? how did i get so far away? i just don't know every act of kindness boils down to lust or greed no one acts from altruism it all comes down to need there's a monster inside my heart he tries to tear my world apart there's a demon inside my head tells me i'd be better off dead i try to turn it off get back to positive don't want to drag you down to the street where i live i try to turn it off get back to happy days pull this barrel from my mouth and look for better ways every act everything you never tried every time you might have lied every flaw you tried to hide every drop you ever cried every time you've been denied every tear that ever dried everything builds up inside in waves of regret miles wide