Please allow me to introduce me
Half of me slave, the other half free
Righteous and sinful,
both at the same time
Iniquity and purity
fill up the same mind
And out of the same mouth,
the holy and profane
I curse all my brothers,
then I bless Christ's name
I hang in the balance,
but still I'm secure
I'm leaning towards evil,
but striving to be pure

I stand between the saint and
sinner, chasing after holiness, close
enough to grasp, but still it's just
beyond my reach

Who I am is in between,
what I wanna be and what I am
Pulling from both sides,
humility and pride
One seeks to give,
the other to be gratified
In any case, however,
I know I'm in need
Two appetites in me,
which one do I feed?
Running fast as I can
after elusive perfection
No I'm not there yet,
but sure I'm in the right direction
Cuz I see me at the end
and I look glorified
Justified safe inside,
so I seek to be sanctified