I canВ№t laugh
I canВ№t cry
I canВ№t see inside of me
DonВ№t know the reason why

I ainВ№t straight
And I ainВ№t high
IВ№m the ugly in between
CanВ№t live and canВ№t die

I wanna scream
And I canВ№t win
My lifeВ№s a living soundtrack
For a human horror film

I canВ№t feel
And I canВ№t love
My mama never showed me how
I never was enough

I canВ№t laugh
And I canВ№t smile
IВ№ll sacrifice my aged elders
To show me how to die

I canВ№t love
And I canВ№t feel
And my mother never loved me
Deep down she hated me

I canВ№t fuck
I canВ№t feel
I am one bizarre motherfucker
What the fuckВ№s inside of me

IВ№ll kill the beast
So to free my soul
And smash the mirrors
That wonВ№t let me go
Oh, if thereВ№s a smile that y see
ItВ№s only the clockwork orange thatВ№s in me
I curse the darkness impassioned plea
And tear the heart out and watch me bleed
IВ№ll sacrifice my blood for free
To satisfy the vengeance thatВ№s in me
And bury the mirror thatВ№s inside of me